Worst Decision

When I first got pregnant I didn’t know what I was doing I didn’t even fully understand that my actions of having unprotected sex could lead to me creating a life form. I was so young any 16 at the time and I knew that I could not provide a life that would be for filling and one that my baby deserved. My mother also single mother was very supportive of my decision and was with me the whole way through. She allowed me to express my concerns ask questions without any judgement and she was there with me throughout the whole adoption process. My pregnancy was relatively easy my midwife say that’s because I was so young has pretty mobile and got on with things I have more energy in my second and third trimester my first one I spent most the time sleeping. When it was time to give birth I gave birth to a healthy baby boy he was in total 9 lb in weight and 52 cm long the midwife is called him Titus because he was so big.  

Is general procedure to hand the baby over to the adoptive parents as soon as it’s born which I did without any regrets I knew that he would have a better life with them rather than with me. As he is passed I finish school went to college and got a job at London escort. I’ve told my story to some of the girls who I trust at London escorts and they tell me how brave I am I do think about my son Titus from time to time but I’m never sad as I know that he’s having the time of his life with his adoptive parents when he is safe and well looked after.  

When the girls from London escort‘s and I get together and have these deep conversations we open up to each other and tell each other about in a past transgressions and mistakes.  

It’s funny because some of the other girls from London escorts have actually given up their babies for adoption to but they consider it a mistake and have some serious deep regrets which is something that I don’t relate to as I knew I was doing the best thing for Titus at the time.  

I guess it did help that I also had my mum to support me and he was with me every step of the way when I hear some of the girls from London escort stories they sound so alone and so fearful I can’t imagine what they went through I can only wish that it was something more like what I was going through at the time and the kind of support that I had from my mum.  

I guess sometime in the future once I’ve settled down made my money at London escorts and found a good man to marry I will have more children and I never forget my Titus.